Jenn's Reverie

Wednesday, April 19, 2006

Imagine

My last ink session was in January and I'd promised you guys pictures. I hadn't posted any 'cause quite honestly I think the pictures I've taken make it look funky. But, fuck it. This was a tat inspired by the one that Katie has. Hers is completely different looking other than what it say's. Here's when it was fresh. (Yes, those are my real nails and yes, I did them myself. Why is that when I show a pic of my tat I get "are those your real nails?" I'm showing you a tattoo, bitches. Not nails.)

And here's a picture of it pretty much healed. The quality's not great, but it's the best I got. I just bought a video camera/digital camera/mp3 player (Sweet!). So the next pictures should be better. I should be in for an ink session this Friday if all goes well. We shall see. More than likely because I have a hair up my ass and I've had this next idea for a while. I also want to add a small star over the n and e on this tat. The lettering looks kinda jacked in the picture and I'm not sure why, but it seemed to look like that with all the pictures. The picture also does the color no justice. You can probably see it better in the first pictures. Anyhow, I love it. That makes number six, five to show for.

I'm having serious issues with tats right now. I have ideas and want more, more than anything, but with the latest ideas of getting a degree in either of the fields that I want, it's put a hault on my normal 'just run out and get inked' habit. I know that one should not be judged by their physical appearance, at least it's my take on it, but I also know that one IS judged by their physical appearance. It's a downer for me because we all know I love ink. I still have lots of places that I can get some work done and it not be seen, but, it's not the same when I've already planned out what and where. *Sigh* Anyhow, my next one will be on the thigh and/or forearm. More than likely thigh. I can't fucking wait.

P.S. Phelps LOVES tattoos. Especially mine.
posted by Jenn Doll at 11:29 PM 47 comments

Thursday, April 13, 2006

Ring Of Fire

posted by Jenn Doll at 10:52 PM 32 comments

Tuesday, April 11, 2006

It's Only After You've Lost Everything That You're Free To Do Anything

The first rule of Fight Club is - you do not talk about Fight Club.
The second rule of Fight Club is - you DO NOT talk about Fight Club.
 Third rule of Fight Club, someone yells Stop!, goes limp, taps out, the fight is over.
Fourth rule, only two guys to a fight.
Fifth rule, one fight at a time, fellas.
Sixth rule, no shirt, no shoes.
Seventh rule, fights will go on as long as they have to.
And the eighth and final rule, if this is your first night at Fight Club, you have to fight.

posted by Jenn Doll at 8:29 AM 22 comments

Tuesday, April 04, 2006




Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your head.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer but when I wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bear my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.

Goodbye My Lover
~James Blunt

posted by Jenn Doll at 9:01 PM 20 comments

Monday, April 03, 2006

Alpha Jerk

- They caught Astorga, the man alleged to have killed one of our deputy's. He's currently in Juarez awaiting to be extradited back to the US. It's a good Monday.

- I had a date on Friday. We went to Explora a hands-on science type place. Then we went to Outback where he ordered his first steak and fries meal. After we headed out to the movies and watched Ice Age, The Meltdown. It was a great date. When he gets older, my son's gonna be a lady killer.

- Someone's obsessed with James Blunt and it's not me. I swear. And so what if it was me?! Bitches.
- If you dig funk/soul type stuff, you should go listen to The Down Low Frequency (myspace.com/thedownlowfrequency).
- Sperm Donor is gradually working his way to the title of "father." It's made for a kickass past couple of weeks for my son.

- I got to hang out with my sons half-brother and step-brother. (Not really step, but his dads ex's son, or something like that.)

- My 'give-a-fuck' went out the window on Saturday and the people I was with were trying to blame the alcohol. I woke up the next morning and let them know that I still didn't give a fuck. They now understand. It's all about respect, baby. I'm a simple girl in a demanding world and if respect is too much to ask for then you're not worth my time.

- Phelps, Mexi and UNLV need to get blogspot blogs until they fix their technical difficulties. This is bullshit guys!
- May is going to kill all. Nine Inch Nails, HIM (maybe HIM in June), Cinco de Mayo, my birfday, my brothers birfday, tons of friends birfdays, The Da Vince Code movie, X-Men 3, and then some. Sweetness.

- I gotta pain in my shest and I can't breef. I'm outta here.
 
*Edit: HAHAH! When I did spellcheck it wanted to change Mexi to Maxi. My computer has a sense of humor and it knows how to use it.

posted by Jenn Doll at 11:36 AM 17 comments