Sunday, October 19, 2008
I Stuck My Foot in My Mouth
So yeah, when I started posting again I was saying how I loved the single life more than anyone in all the world could ever love the single life and well, I've now been seeing someone for the last almost five months. FIVE months. Exclusively. I guess that's not just "seeing" then is it? And he's everything I never wanted and then some! *heart flutter* It's been one hell of a ride though, lemme tell you. It's moved fast and the five months seems like 2 years, but it's all good because... Well just because. I forgot how freakin' hard relationships are. They're a bitch. I guess it just depends whether all that hard stuff is worth the good stuff. And in this case... I've wondered at times and was so unsure it has made me nuts, but as of the late, sticking around has seemed to pay off. And I know that there will be more hard times, I just hope that I'm not quick to bail out on them because had it not been for him stopping me from doing just that, it would have already been done, but I'm glad he didn't let me go because it's been good lately. Real good. God I'm lame!